love u...

sometimes it's better for me to love someone by skipping and staying away from the confession part. this is the only way for me to love someone without hurting them, like what i've always did. i love you, what more can i say. it has been quite awhile already since the last time i c u.too bad i cant c u that often, i will only c u when i need help. i cant tell you about this because i dont want to damage the perfect part of you. you are good looking, admittedly, but sometimes i dislike you, cant tell you why. i enjoy this kind of things, silently admiring you, silently....coz i dont want to be with you, its weird but i enjoy this. when i've got nothing to do, i think of you, when i need you, i will start to imagine that as if you are next to me. i love you because you dont treat me like a princess, i hate people tolerate whenever i need fights. thats girl/ lady, always searching for exteremes.perhaps i am the selfish one, i will imagine when i need you and i will forget about you while i dont need you. anyhow,i am not a loser in managing a relationship, i can be smart and successful too when- i found the right one.