Wednesday, March 26, 2008

who is she????


She is my second stupid sis. She got a smaller size(every part of her haha), it’s weird coz she is elder than me. I believe I have soaked up all the proteins that were supposed to be sucked by her haha sometimes I’m jealous!! I was wandering why fats like me more hmm, answerless question haha but sometimes I do believe that God is fair to everyone, He awards you something but somehow He wants you to feel that you are lack of something(so vain haha).
This has proven that no one is perfect but as long as you know how to define “GRATIFICATION” or perhaps “SATISFACTION”, then you will feel that He is fair, He treats you nicely and you will no longer a miserable, lost or depress person.
Back to her, she is an easy-to-please girl, she has a downright adorable personality, a mouth which will never spit out any vulgar languages….oh gosh, MOM, I’m sorry, I lie, forgive me hahahahaha whatever I have mentioned about her, the sweet and generous way to praise her are all FAKE!!!!!
She is an evil keke she got a sweet look, she might tastes as sweet as a candy but you will no longer think the same after knowing her hehe she’s sweet and the sweetness can be really harmful to your tooth!! Haha
To be frank, she is a person who can really see through your heart, she is observant and caring( can’t really praise her, makes me feel sick haha) you will tear open your heart in front of her because you will know that your secrets are safe with her and she can helps you to break your false feeling and make you feel better.
Though she is a bit unbearable, a bit troublesome, a bit slow(mentally and physically), a bit mood swing and so much of a bit bits….she and Jane are still my dearest silly sisssss

bye-bye.....hooooooo

It has been a mess recently but fortunately, I have brought myself back to the origin. The fucking mess has begun right after I got my super duper ‘in’ haircut, that’s pretty disappointed that most of the people weren’t trendy enough to take a really nice look at it haha. Well, because this is Malaysia hehe. Jane(aka stupid sis) has comforted me. She told me many of the girls in Hong Kong had this haircut and it is stylish. Although what she had said never make me feel any better, I would still like to thank her for being there while I felt depressed(so-called) haha the distance have failed to make us apart(love u idiot).
Come to think of it, I was quite stupid for being so desperate for compliments. I live for my own and I stand on my own, why must I care so much about others’ perceptions. As Rick said: as long as you are happy of what you are doing then why must you care about what other people have said about you?? Lick your own ass and stay out of my business!!!
It’s time for me to say bye-bye to my prior attitude and thoughts. Hate the vulnerable me, hate the stupid me……hahaha new year, new hairstyle and new ME!! no doubt about it, dude..