Saturday, May 24, 2008

i am back baCK BACK fr Hong Kong

23rd of may, it is the last day I stay in HK. As usual, I take bus967 to Gam Zhung to meet Jane up. I can't talk because I have a terrible sore throat but undeniable, I sound SEXY hahaha. The most crazy thing is, I have to wear long sleeve while I am surrounded by the stuffy air because I got attacked by…….RASHES after I ate the pizza which served with the beef which is obviously not fresh because I am only allergic to the beef which is not fresh. Anyway, i feel so sad and depressed coz i am going to be seperated from Jane and Morrie. On the 24th of May, Jeje and Jefu send me to the airport. After we had our delicious dim sum breakfast,yum yum…. It's time for me to go to the gate. I never cry because........i know they will miss me more hahaha I know they will feel like there's sumtin missing after I am gone because I am the one who wait at the door whenever they came home, yeah,sounds like a puppy waiting for their master to come home rifgt? but unfortunately, I am worse. I actually look like a maid, I am the one who do all the house chores(yes m’am, yes sir, I am sorry sir)hahahahaa. Ok ok…right.Eventually, I cried, right after I received Jane’s message at night but she’s coming back on Jun so, CRY FOR WHAT?? Hahaha after I came back to Malaysia, I tell myself…NEW SEM, NEW LIFE,AND ENJOY EVERY MIN AND EVERY SEC OF YR LIFE.

Thursday, May 8, 2008

formula of solving worry problems.

“How to stop worrying and start living.” This is one of the books that my bro-in law has handed it to me while I was in Hong Kong. “ Finish this book before you go back to Malaysia!!” this is what he ordered me to do, as usual. This book has been put aside until it comes to Friday, I opened it up and started to flip it through, later, I read it with full of concentrations.
“Those who do not know how to fight worry die young.”
Worry, is the most dangerous disease, it can leads us to death, but yet, it can be cured. Undeniable, most of the human-being have been conquered by worries, those who failed to fight against it will die. For those who know how to battle against it will live, happily and freely. There’s one secret recipe which I have found and learnt from this book, this recipe can help to free you from worrying. Just 3 steps, then u can get rid of being worried.
1st step, analyze the situation fearlessly and figured out what was the worst that could possibly happen.
2nd step, after figuring out the worst, accept it.
3rd step, after accepting the worst, improve upon the worst.
Just remember this 3 steps, it can helps you to develop the immunity of fear, no fear, no worry; no worry, everything is possible.
For an instance, Alex, the one who always worried about his financial after the year of 1997. Soon, he was suffering from stomach ulcer. He refused to seek help from doctor because he doesn’t want to accept the truth. He lied on his bed throughout day and night until one day his friend gave him this book, “How to stop worrying and start living.” He has been cured right after then. He followed every steps which has been stated in that book. First of all, he thought of the worst, which is- death. There’s nothing which could be worse than death, so he started to destroy the fear that has been buried in him all this while and he began to accept his illness, he went up to the hospital and get medical help from the doctor, but his disease seemed to get worse after the delay of seeking for medical cure. Then, he said to himself, since I am ready to die, I have got nothing to be feared anymore and I have got nothing to lose. So, he followed every medical prescription which has been given by the doctor, the prescription which included the medicine that helps to cure both his mind and his illness. He lived as if every day is a new life to him, he did what he always wanted to do while he was busy with his business, he decorated his garden, he went to help up in the orphanage houses etc. After his illness was completely cured, his mind was peaceful and he was happy with his life.
Worry doesn’t benefit us, it will only damage us. Live in today, no yesterday and no tomorrow. “today well lived makes every yesterday a dream of happiness and every tomorrow a vision of hope.”

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

love u...

sometimes it's better for me to love someone by skipping and staying away from the confession part. this is the only way for me to love someone without hurting them, like what i've always did. i love you, what more can i say. it has been quite awhile already since the last time i c u.too bad i cant c u that often, i will only c u when i need help. i cant tell you about this because i dont want to damage the perfect part of you. you are good looking, admittedly, but sometimes i dislike you, cant tell you why. i enjoy this kind of things, silently admiring you, silently....coz i dont want to be with you, its weird but i enjoy this. when i've got nothing to do, i think of you, when i need you, i will start to imagine that as if you are next to me. i love you because you dont treat me like a princess, i hate people tolerate whenever i need fights. thats girl/ lady, always searching for exteremes.perhaps i am the selfish one, i will imagine when i need you and i will forget about you while i dont need you. anyhow,i am not a loser in managing a relationship, i can be smart and successful too when- i found the right one.