Wednesday, May 13, 2009

finally gotta face it..

Just received an email from Lingnan, GOT ACCEPTED!! HOORAY!!

After the hooraying, there is one thought weighing me down->how to inform mom, dad, Amanda, and frenzzz.

Especially Amanda, I plan to tell her after this week because we have so many dinners to attend this week, just don’t feel like spoiling her mood and make her think that this is our last dinner, our last moment to be together etc BUT BUT BUT something got into my plan, mummy ‘accidentally’ slipped it off~~

I thought Amanda is so blur and slow and kind of deaf to hear that but today, she is so-damn-not-blur, she heard that and she question me during our pillow talk(I am gonna damn miss it.)

So I have to open up to her....

HERE COMES THE MOMENT!! We hug each other and sob and sob and cry.......

I know her very well, she is afraid of being alone, she needs companion when she catches a movie, when she sing k, when she have her dinner and lunch out and when she sleeps on the king size bed.

Without a doubt, I am the one who make her least lonely, let her do her grumble, her complains and her dissatisfactions. I am going to miss it terribly because when she blasts out everything, her expression and tone and pitch are PRICELESS hahahahaha.

Well, life moves on and on. The Amanda that I know is a lady that will overcome every hindrance in her life. She still has lotta buddies in her life, so many people love her and pamper her. Besides, we are not living in a cave and tree era okie, we have webcam, phone, Internet etc. Nothing’s gonna tear us apart, ah tan!! muaxie muaxx