HK?? M'sia?? HK?? M'sia??????????

29th of April, yesterday was the first time I left my house alone and took the flight alone to Hong Kong. I don’t mind to be alone frankly haha. Well, I actually cried in the train because of my dad. This trip is actually a last minute confirmation trip so I didn’t have the time and the gut to tell my dad about this but he found out through my mom enentually so he scolded me. Actually I believed he scolded me due to the $$ issue haha oh ya, I cried because I felt bad for not informing him, I believe despite money issue, it is also about the safety problem. My sister and my bro-in-law need to work during weekdays so eventually I need to stay at home all by myself and that’s the reason why I am so free to write this article haha. Staying apart from my second sis-Amanda is quite….hmmm is like missing something but I am NOT lonely AMANDA haha anyway,I will always miss you muaxxx
Actually I would really like to make an apology over here to Rick Lee. I am so sorry that I couldn’t make it to your show. Don’t know why, I felt so useless, I should have just tell Jane that I really really wanted to go to your show but I am GUTLESS, fuck it. I believe that show is going to be fun since I will have zero opportunity to do modeling again because I might be taking my degree in Hong Kong.
I have made this trip and sacrificed the show(this opportunity is quite precious to me cause Rick is the only person who wants me to become his model haha) because I came to HK to do some research on the uni over here. Haih.i have created another problem now, I don’t how am I supposed to tell my dad about this, he is going to be really upset because if I really move away from him, then nobody will play gu-zheng for him anymore… and of coz I don wish to quit playing it….
I love everything around me, I love everyone around me but I am confused, I don’t know whether should I stay in Malaysia or move to HK…part of me feel like going, part of me asking me to stay in M'sia....sigh anyhow, I believe everything is destined, I don’t have the power to rewrite my destiny since it has been written, stated and unchangeable. I am going to stick with the happy life from now on and continue playing with my Mario game TADAAAAAAA.

been forced:(

Well, admittedly, there's one person out there who got a really ‘thick skin’, even bullets also cannot get through haha well she asked me to write a passage about her and 6 other human-beings. Actually, it’s very easy to describe them, especially by using one word-SMART.
They are only smart in one thing, smart in being silly hahaha they are my college mate, classmate (unfortunately) and gang mate as well. Ren never force me to write this passage, no, she never, never. She only used the gun to point at me and ‘remind’ me how lovely she is, how adorable they are etc bla bla bla. She never force me, seriously. Sob sob.
I really have a good time with them, especially when they pinch me, they bully me, I have spent a really good moment with them, I really do..sob sob. I can’t blame them for doing that because I’m too adorable kekekeehahha (see!! That’s the consequence for mixing up with them for too long-- self-praised)
Well, spending time with them is really nice, somehow I feel like reversing to the secondary school life, kind of miss my sec school friends..
This is life, different stages have different companies, it is extremely excited because you have to learn to use different skills to engage with different people..